I've been informed that I am avoiding most of you out there in the world... Go figure, sorry felt rather much like most of you wanted me away, but wait this is not a pity plea, it's an explanation. I'm sorry if I have been avoiding you guys, I just don;t get around very well without a vehicle, and I am staying with Todd, but we only have a cell phone for a phone, and I have to ask him for the number, which I did give to Mage if anyone needed me. Just what can I do to not avoid you guys? I call Allan from time to time, but even if I leave a message it seems like he never answers, John the only way I have to talk to you is by computer, which I don't have access too most of the time, or to come and see you, which again the no car thing does come inbetween ( I know I could ask Mage for your number, but I felt if you wanted me to have it you would have given it to me). I miss you guys all of you, but I needed some time to breathe and to get my head straight. I miss you guys, I really do, but how do we fix things eh? I feel like the circle is broken. Maybe we are not supposed to fix it this time, kind of the feeling I got. Al you have Megan and have a lot of planning to do, and I don;t know how much time that is going to leave you with, And John you have a whole new life you have to attend to. I just don;t see alot of room in there anymore. Tommorow I Am going to Call Cecilia and see where things go from there. I told her Kayleigh would always be a part of my life no matter what, I may not be able to make a life with Cecilia. But I owe it to her, and to me to try. I hope I did not make any of you worry, I just did not feel welcome, and I don;t think it was you guys, I think for a bit I did not feel welcome anywhere. Getting my birthday presents of seeing a sunrise over both the mountains and the ocean fullfilled the last requirements for putting my mind to ease it seems. And I think I may have gotten a job whenever I get my car back @ CDO doing RMAs, which I have been told is the most boring job in the world, but it can't be any more boring than not having a job at all. This is me Signing off. I take all of the blame, catch me on the flipside... If you can
P.S. I am getting ready to run a changeling game soon, any ideas of who would want to play and what night would be goode?